Monthly Archives: December 2012

Ok, it’s time to quit playing around. The new year is upon us, and what a year it will be. I have tried my best to prepare you for the game. And alert you to it’s players. And given you hints on how to play. But I must tell you now, it is a very serious game. And as you will play with me, which is a great move on your part by the way, I will try my best to keep you amused. But today is not that day. No, today, I will give you a warning. You see, I’ve hinted at it all along, but, today He says it is time to start letting them fully play the game. And I will reming you that the trumpet has been blown for the first rider. And he is here. The horseman on the white horse has arrived. And now he too, becomes a layer in the game. And he is a great and deceptive player. And so, I give you this warning. For you see, I have told you of the love of our Father, And what you mean to him. But since most pepole still want to take it for granted, we must talk about the flip side some more. You see, I the pawn in this game of ours, and just like you, except, I have been chosen to read the book. Oh, you thought we were done with that. NO! I have just prepared you enough to deliver what I have been told to seal up to the end, and I have blown the trupet to mark the coming of the rider on the last horse. And I have declared who the book was about. Hahahahaha. That is just the beginning for you. As I said, I have introduced you to the game, but now, God says, it is time to play.
You see, I have also claimed that I am the man in the middle. And today, you will see. I have read written he part of the book the was sealed up for you. But the book itself, well, that is the madning part. And I have been given this day, New years Eve, to write to you how these post are about to take a whole new turn. You see as I said, we have only just begun. And as I have also told you, this book, this gift i was told, lead me to near madness. And God has given me this task, to give it to you. And as I promised, I will do so in full!! And so again, this warning. I have been to the depths of insanity from the contents that are within the writings of the book. And you have been deprogrammed, if you have read all the post, and now it is time for the truth. What you have been waiting for. Oh yes, but, it is not what you are going to want to hear. I have told you that God loves you. And he knows what is in your heart. But i tell you now, YOU better know what is in your heart. For this as I have said, is a game for the mind. Because, in the mind is the truth of what is in the heart. And god knows. But, he has sent another to also help you find yourself. And he also knows what is in your heart. And he is here to help you find the true you. And he has left a book that tells the key to all things. And God has given it to me to give to you. And in the writings of the book there is a crossing. And you and I my friend are at that crossing. You see. I was warned, as I warn you now. For I am the trumpet that blows it’s coming, but also the messenger that delivers it. And all you have known, and all you have heard is wrong. For the tribulation of man is not what anyone has ever thought. It is much worse. It is the game of To be or Not To Be. And there is nevernothing. So, through these writings, everyone will be confronted with ther God, that knows there heart. And he will be here to help you explore it. So, if it is in you to love, you will find love. But if it is in you to find hate, you will find that also. Your father has come, and he knows his children.
Now how do I know that these things are true that I am about to write to you in the upcoming year. Well, I have hinted these things also. When I was 12, I read the book. And it told me of things that would come that would signal the time that I would have to fulfill my duties. And as the years past, and none of these things happened, I also started to lose faith. But, it gave me a full knowledge of quantum physics, something only hinted at then, I was given full knowledge. The worlwide web though was the first real evidence for me. The advance in surveilance technology, fiber obtics, but most telling now, and what I have been telling my friends about all along, terrorism, and the rise of upheavel in the middle east. And I knew to look for my Father. And sure enough as he had promised, it is all here. And so, I tell you. The mayan calender didn’t mark the end of the world. It marked the time of the return of there god. And I have told you, the rider has arrived. And being the middle man, I know my task. And I have put off this post until the day before the new year for a reason. But now I must tell you.
As I have been speaking on God, And I again proclaim my love for God Yeshua, the creator of all things, for he is my lord and my God. But he has given me to read the book. And the book is of the other. And I have proclaimed, and do again his love for all those who remember him and his name, and have done his will, you will not have to worry. But, before his Son comes, the horse brings the other. And the book is of him. And as I said, he is not what you think. And I warn you once more, that finding the truth, and winning the game, means learning the other. And so as I, the on chosen to bring you the truth must state here and now, that to learn the truth is to take a trip into madness. And it is very serious. But you will be confronted with it on way or another, and I, your brother love you, and have prepared you. But now it is time. And I will make this bold move in the game for I must. But I do so with a heavy heart also. because I know that for every one of you that will be saved by the writings to come. Most of you will be confronted with a truth that you can not escape. And so God tells me to leave you with a thought to ponder. And he will give you the answer in the post to come, but again, it will not be what you think, so be prepared, and as I said, you have been warned:
Ponder this. God knows all things, and is a perfect God. And before the heavens and the earth, and man, whom it was all for. He created what. And what did he call him. And what was his pupose, that God loved him above all things that he was yet to create.
Some have asked for a King of peace, and I sent my Son, and he has died for them, in peace. So know, I sent the king of judgement, and he is here to help you find yourself. And he does not come in peace. But fret not. He knows you. Those who live by the sword, will die by the sword. Those who bring suffering, it is time to suffer. Beware at what you have given to others, for I will give it back to you. It is time to give the devil he due. And there is no escaping his wrath.
Again, I warn you. Find what you love, and cling do it. For your father has come, and he knows you.
The new year will bring truth of the book. And you wanted the truth. It is time for you to play the game. As a matter of fact, you have no choice. But if you stick with the writing. You have a choice to win. Take e very advantage, for to lose at this game, is to never play again. But you have been warned. The truth will set you free, but it also shows you the prison you have been held in to be free from. Remember, God loves you, and through me he gives you this chance. But either way, you play the game with the King you love. I the pawn, knowing my next move, and how far along in the game we are declare~ Check Mate!!! Beware mine enemies, My next moves are to win the game. And to you watchers and controllers. I have told you I have changed the game. better learn the new rules fast, for I have skated around you, and many players are with me. Learn or lose. IT’S MY GAME NOW!!! And I am Master here, for I have been taught how to play by the Maker of the game himself. And he says it is time to remove the cheaters!!!!
Happy New Year my fellow players, and welcome to 2013. It is going to be a very interesting year.~ Billy

So that all may see, it is better To Be.

So that all may see, it is better To Be.

           So, God woke me up to give this to you. My shortest post so far. And I’m sorry, but I have to admit that as I write this to you, I cannot hardly stop laughing. And I apologize, for some of you will get lost in what I am about to write, but others will awaken further. So write this I must, for it is Time.

           You are Alive. You are dead. But- What if then you become both Alive and Dead. Then you would be something else. You would be both alive and dead, but you would be neither one. You would be both. So, you would become more like God. Knowing life and death, but, being Not.    

                   -The Fall of Symraza


So, as you see. I will have to go into more detail on the book, won’t I? Yes, don’t worry. I know the overview left quite alot out. But as you know by now, these writings, being part of the game, have a plan. And if you have read from the beginning, you know the pieces fall into place as they should, and always lead into a new place of understanding. And if you thought those post were my last, they are just a new beginning, for we have just finished the overview of the game. And it is now time to really play. I am a pawn in the game, and I am just like you. And so, as for you to know I am a strategic player, I will now give to you, my allies and brothers and sisters in this game for the mind and soul, a true overview of what the writings have led to thus far. And as you also know, it isn’t hard to find information of what I say. You see, reality is right there in front of us, and mostly uneventful. It is only when we step back and reflect do we see, the craziness that is going on all around us, and what the significance of it all is.

Earlier in the book, it states that to understand the nature of Symraza, you have to come to know the nature of creation. And in fact, non-creation as well. And so what that means pertaining to us is, that we have to look at where we are in the creation as well. As anyone knows, whether you believe in God or not, the creation is vast, and emensly complicating. But as a structure, you start to see the functions of it all, and can start to understand what is is all for. And we are about to go into a new transition of consiousness, and so it is now that I must prepare you, for at first it will be a shock, as people realize that what they thought was just fanciful fairy tales, is now the reality that is right before their eyes. And now also remember my allies and friends, we have enemies in this game we play, and they are powerful and strong. And what they want is for your mind and soul to be in terror at the moments of building into the transition, so that you will be driven mad when it comes, and you will be lost to it forever in your souls insanity. But you will know, no matter how it may seem at first, God has a plan, and he never forgets you in the end. And you will be calm, knowing what is coming.

Hark, the seal has been broken, and you will recieve the white horse and his rider. And though it may seem that he is the great leader, he is really death and destruction. For his father is the Destroyer. And they are joyous in your cries, for they celebrate your destruction!

You see. We are in a precarious situation, you and I. And at first, it’s hard to grasp it. We are in a part of the creation, were the spiritual world, and the physical world come together. And to go in either direction, will cause a seperation from the other. but as I have already taught you, there are different degrees to the seperation. So, if you are progressing into the spiritual, which is obviously forward, then you will still have an element of the physical. And if you step back of course, you would still have an element of the spiritual, albeit much weaker. And we are in the middle, at the crossroads, deciding which way to go in the transition. But in the middle. All things come together. And so as I stated, if something happens spiritually, it must also play out physically, and vice versa. So, if God and Satan went to war in heaven, they would also go to war in every aspect possible down into the lower realities, or heavens. And so, war in heaven, the universe, and earth. And so it shall be. But we forget the middle part often. The universe. We imagine God fighting Satan, and we realize good versus evil on earth, but we forget about the wonderous heavens above us. A war has broken out there also, as in God’s heaven. And it is also on every consious level. So not only are the angels battling each other, and remember, they are also spiritual as well as physical, but the celestrial bodies themselves, also have to play out a horrifiying senario. And as I tell it, it will sound familiar, and you will understand and remember what your soul has put away from you.

And as the great red Destroyer draws closer, Mother earth will start to shake. Though he has been hidden by Father suns light, he will soon reveal himself. For the destroyer wants to take the place of the Father. But she knows he is death, and his aim is to destroy. And he wants to rape the earth, to bring his son, so that he may live through him.

Now as I bring this post to a close. I declare that my future writings will start to take on a whole new look. For as I stated, God says it is time for me to play. And so, i have many new surprises for you. Till next time, remember who you are. You are a child of God, which makes you a god in your own right. Do not forget your place among the stars!~ Billy

At the end of the translated part of the book it states that Adam and Eve were tricked in the garden by Symraza, to prove to God that given a choice, man would defy God, and was not his perfect creation. But God told Symraza that they were not given a clear choice, and were tricked by him. And that to prove his point, he would put them in the same position they were in before the trick, but would be with Symraza, in his part of the garden. And they would be there long enough to let Symraza do his best to get them to forget God. And that at a certain point, God would come to them, like Syraza did, and they would be given a second chance. And at that point, when the message is sent, then man would be confronted with God and Symraza, in the final battle for their souls. But man has the task of deciding. Who will we choose to live? And that is where I, and the final part of the book come in. The devil has tricked us once, and we have lived our life in his presence without God. How have we done? Is everyone happy and doing what they were meant to be doing? Is there hunger and pain? This is not the life we are meant to lead, and Symraza is not the great ruler he claimes. He is a liar, and now it is time to reveal him, and what he wants to do. So, without further delay, I, a mere pawn in the game, give you the end of the book~ The Fall of Symraza. And the trumpet blows.

It was given to man in his confusion, to be thrown out of the garden, and into middle heaven. And Symraza also was sent to the depths of the darkness. But Symraza was prepared, and he took his loyal angels with him. And they set out to destroy man, and his love for God. And as man multiplied on the earth, Symraza set out a path to him. And there was a light placed at the end of the garden, to show Adam the way back if he were to look for it. So, Symraza set out to block it. So that when man was to see the light, and wonder what it was for, would see only him. And at that point, the great red star would block the light of God, and also there would be confusion and death on earth, at the coming of the great red destroyer, who always set out to block man from his true creator. And in the chaos, Symraza set himself up as a savior, and an ally of man. And the illusion was that in the middle of the great catastrophy, only one god would come to save man. And he would rebuild man’s world, and would strengthen and protect him. And as proof for his love of man, he would breed with his daughters, so their sons would have the strength of a god. But he did not want to strengthen them, he wanted to dillute the blood, so mans blood would die, and he would not have to fight God in the great war, having won without even a battle. But God has given Symraza some rules to follow, and even though he knew they would not be followed, he told the fallen ones he would intercede if the rules were not kept, And so, he sent a flood to kill the giants, and to send a message to his enemy. And all the nephelim perished.

Now when Symraza, and the fallen ones, saw their children destroyed, they vowed that no man will be left to return to God. And so the watchers set out to corrupt man’s spirit. And they set up schools, and governments, that taught that Symraza was God. And they set out to teach man about Symraza’s world. And they taught man to build great cities to worship him. And they also set out confuse man. So that any writings given to man by God, would be confused with their teachings. And man has grown up in this world, and ripened by the evil ones teachings. And he was prepared for a ritual that would be performed just before God’s return. The goal is to make man chose to worship Symraza, and when they do, to kii them all, knowing that God would not save a corrupt mankind.

But God, knowing all, knew what Symraza would do, even as man was still in the garden with him. For it is all part of his plan of giving man to what, and who he really is. And he knew that there would be those who would feel him, even in his absence. And he sent little reminders to them, for their comfort, so they would know God still loved them, and had not forgotten. And, as a reminder of his true charachter, he sent his Son, to remind them of who he was. But, Symraza put in man’s heart to kill him, to remind God of who he was advocating for, and to reafirm his position with him. But, God is great, and he will show his power.

I Emanual, have given Daniel a book to write in. And he was told by God to write the phophesy he saw in it. And then to take it, and eat it, so it would be revealed at the time of the end. And you now, reading this, have the book in you. And as you read the words you will be reminded of what makes you bitter,  and you will suffer to release it. But do not, until it is given to you to do so by your Father. And at the set time, write it to the world, and shout it from the highest mountain. And a web will encircle the earth, and the message will run through it, and they will be reminded.

I, William Weatherman will now reveal the prophesy hidden in the blood of man, that will cause the world to see. And you will be reminded. And you will know why you feel uneasy in these times. And it will be like a bad dream that you never wanted to remember. But you must, and make your choices, for it is time.:

They will say it is the end of days. It is, but only for the evil ones. But they will want to do what is in their heart before they die. And what is in their hearts, is murder and death. And the great red Destroyer hides behind the light of the sun. And he has hidden the light to the garden by his presence. And as you read this now, the first seal is broken, and the white horse is coming unto you. A leader of death, who will mask himself in light. And he has words of love and salvation, that is really hate and death. And he will set out to decieve man, and declare himself God. And as tribute to him, will get them to take the mark of Cain, as a sign of the new world and it’s leaders. And no man shall buy or sell lest they take the mark. And many in the earth will be deceived, and think he is the Christ. But he is an imposter, and he wants you to be marked with the sign God gave Cain. The mark of the murderer. And he will do and say great things, and set man up for the great sacrifice, of which he has prepared. And he will set out to kill the sons of God, and tell them that God is really they’re enemy. He will turn the world and God’s message upside down. He will declare to God, that we are Cain. But we are not, we are Able. And we will use the signs to strengthen us. First, the kingdoms around Israel will set out to destroy her. And even her allies will turn on her. And there will be chaos in the middle east. And the leaders there will feel they have no choice but to start the final battle. And the leaders of the free nations who have risen at the end, will have it’s rulers proven to be agents of Symraza, and turn on it’s own people. Leading to brother against brother, and civil wars. And in the middle of the upheaval, the leader will come. And he will talk of peace. And he will gather the world’s armies in the valley around Isreal, as a sign of strength and kinship.

And the great leader will point to the sky, and the great red Destoyer will be seen in the sky. And in the terror of man, he will declare himself God, and command the armies to kill any that go against him. And in his reighn, the other 3 horsemen will come. Death, disease, and famine. And as he is killing all of mankind, and getting them to kill themselves, Christ will be seen coming with the saints to confront him. But the leader will say, “It is him coming to kill you, for his wrath be fulfilled.” But I will counter that here and say, DO NOT BE FOOLED!! In the middle of the chaos, do not lose yourself. God did not go throught the trouble of creating you, only to destroy you. He is the creator, not the destroyer. And you need only to look around to see. But many in their horror, will not see, or feel God.

The leaders of the world have set you up. The militaries of the world have given themselves to Satan. And though you know the men in these militaries as great men, it is the leaders who are corrupt. Right down the the armies of the free. And the government leaders have set laws against you and your freedom, and your elect is set out to destroy you. All so the liar can be your savior. They are preparing the great war of the bible. In their heart, to take control of you for good. But they work for satan, and are doing his will. It is us the people who must remember God. And when you do, remember this:

They have set out to horrify and terrorize you. For it is not the body they want to kill. It is YOUR MIND!!!! See, this is what God wants me to tell you. The body is nothing but mud. It is you soul that lives forever. But if you falter, and don’t remember God, your mind will be a trap for the soul. And the soul will become mad, just like the mind, and you will be lost forever. So at the end, know this.   There is no death for your soul. And if you remember God, and his love for you. And the love you have had for your children, and each other, will deliver you to me. But, if you get caught in the madness, and anger, and death, your mind will be trapped there, and you will forget me. The big ritual of death is to drive you mad. They cannot kill you. Be steady and strong, and you will be delived to ME, and not the other!

This I give you to live. IT IS TIME!! AND HE IS COMING!!!!!!~ Billy

Let it begin. It is now, 12 0′ 6 am on Thursday on 12 06 2012. It is also my birthday. And on this day, at this very time, a mere 34 years ago…..I was given a book. It was given to me by some very wealthy men, who had heard a myth that one day, a boy of 12 named William, would be the only one that could read the end of it.. Now 2/3s of the book had been deciphered, but the end was end a different dialect. Similiar, but not. It was structured in, well let’s just say, a very unusual way. Now I will brush you up on the beginning and middle, but that was what the earlier writings were for, so you know the rest of the info yourself, or at least, what to look for. But the end I will write differently. I will give it to the best of my memeory, and what he gives me to give to you that I miss. Oh yeah, I didn’t tell you. He has sent a spirit this time, to give me comfort and support as I release this to you.

The first section was basically Genesis from the Bible. But, it paid more attention to the angels. Now, it explains that there are 3 different kinds of angels. There are the angels with God, the angels that live among the middle heavens, and also the fallen angels, who at this time in the book, were with God. And there were three heavens. God’s domain and upper heaven. The middle heavens, which were still forming, and the deep darkness that was the bottom heaven. And so, it said that the angels with God were the first angels, and their leader was Symraza, the very first angel with God. And Symraza, or Satan, Ra, and Zeus, was with God as he formed the creation, and crtisizing him all the way. And so God said, he could form the middle heaven, and he could be steward of that. And he would be the light of the world. But he was not happy with that, he wanted to be, and in fact, thought he was , now moreso blinded by his own light. But still, he set out to form the middle heaven. And also, in secret he thought, the bottom heaven, so he could move about, again, as he thought, undetected. And from there it list the other angels, so many I could never remember them all.

Now the second section states, that a third of the angels were summoned by Symraza, and promised them there own kingdoms, (give them galaxies) if they would help him create the middle heavens. And they all agreed. And they were refered to, as the Watcher angels because they watched over the middle and bottom heavens, which they created, in essence, and to God’s plan. And, all except earth, which is the manifestation of the garden, which God had already made. In fact, all they really did was try to copy God’s domain, and used his elements and atoms to do it. Real creative right? Well anyway, God created man, Now the angels were created by the star dust that the middle heaven was created before it was created, and also the ehther from the higher heaven, and given life. But man was created from the dirt in the garden, and then breathed into him God’s own spirit. Now Symraza didn’t like that to much, as it sort of put a damper into God being dead,and him being the true god. And so he set out to corrupt man, and got him to eat the apple that made them drunk and confused. For you see, it was the tree in the garden that led to the knowledge of the midddle heaven, and imperfection, and death. And man was now ashamed and confused that he was able to be tricked, and not knowing what to do with his emotions, for he had only known good, and he met one that was not good, and was tricked by him. “How could God let this happen?” He thought. And also, guilt for allowing it himself, for God did say not to eat the apple from that tree. And also, he knew he had been put in the middle heaven, on earth, the manifestation of the garden, here in our universe. And Symraza was furious that he was barred from living in the higher heaven, and being stuck in the lower Heavens, and he declared war on God and set out to decieve man, and to taighnt even his bloodline, as to weaken it, and get rid of man forever. And he also set an orbit for his dying star, and guided the body toward earth, as to cause it catastrophe. But, also to God’s plan, he only caused a great flood on earth that eliminated his abomination, and left only Noah, who was still pure. And so now, with the death of the falen angel’s sons and daughters. They have vowed to make God pay. And so he and his children may know the horror and terror of death and catastophe.

And know, I hate to tease you, and that is how you will feel. But I must make one more post to finalize it, tomorrow December 7. And as I promised, the end is VERY different than the first two parts, and it is a VERY climatic and revealing ending. And it is the part that has not been told fully, and has yet to be revealed. And so I know, that as you made it this far, you will definately see it through to the end, and fully know the meaning of the book, if not full the game. Tomorrow though, you will know why all was done to protect the book, and what it’s full message is for you. Till then, Peace be with you, see you tomorrow!!~ Billy

Part 2- The Cross. First off. Again, thank you for reading these post. And I know, I’ve recently made it hard on you. I have given you a date I would start writing these last post, and when to look for them, only to release them later than you excpected. So, I must apologised for that, but still, you are here reading now. And I applaud you for that, and not giving up looking for them. Again, it is not many of you, so to me, you reading this now, are special to me, for you are who all this is for. I do not talk about these post at my work, to my friends, or to even family members. I do not advertise them, and although I started in a big public way. I have kept these writings secluded, but open to all to see. Some people would consider how I  have written them to be writers suicide. Hahaha, mabe. But I never intended to get to be a popular writer from these post. Hardly. I am only doing what God wants and has planned for me. So I succomb to his will and write them. But you. You don’t have to be here reading, but you are. You are looking for truth, frustrated by a world of lies. And you know why these post come as they have. And you can feel, although there is much to tell yet, we are at a point of importance. Your feelings are right. And you are here now still, because you know that it is this type of information, will come at the most unexpected times. Some with less patience, will miss it. And purposely I might add. They are mad at me. They are upset in the pace of the writing, and the fact that I haven’t given you, in their opinion, anything. Ah but, you know better. But I understand them. They want information that transends all things. They miss God, and they are upset at how the world is turning out without him. But they are still not ready to see.

Alot of times, things happen that are suppopsed to be life changing. And at the time they happen, although you know it means alot. It seems at the time to be a let down, and not what you expected. But, later in retrospect, as you look  back on it, the significant comes clear, and you wish you would have paid more attention to what really happened instead of what you percieved. We are living in those kind of times. What seems to be of little importance will eventually affect everyone. And that which seems hugely significant, may mean nothing at all. For instance, December 21, 2012. Everone is looking for something to happen that day, even the world to end. But what does God say? No one knows the day or hour of the end. So, as the 21st comes and goes, everyone will be let down in some way. But don’t be. This is a big day for all humankind. There will be alot going on that you will not see. Some of it will be hidden from you, and other things will be spiritual in nature and many will not persieve it. But, in fact, that day marks the Crossing.

Now what does that mean? Again, it is very copmplicated, but I will put it as simply as possible. We are in the midle. And on a path to us is God, Satan, and our own higher consiousness. On all levels. Again, heaven is multilayered, and what happens spiritually, trickles down into the physical realm. So, not only are we on a collision course for heaven and hell spiritually, there is also a physical crossing. You see, our solar system not only has a burning live sun, it also has a dying red dwarf sun, of which we have forgotten. Remember, in our universe, there are always opposites. Life and death, love and hate. So, as we have lived in comfort in the warmth of our sun  that has sustained our lives,there has been a group of bodies in the system that have clung to the dying star. And now, it is at it’s farthest point from us. But, December 21st marks the point where it starts returning. And all the ancients that have hinted at this date as being the end, are ony marking the beginning of the end. At least of the world we know. For when this dying star returns, it’s path will directly cross ours. Now this sun has crossed our path before, and caused tremendous tradgedy and upheaval. But this time, it is on a direct path. Now, around the dying star are other planetary bodies, where an advanced civilization lives. And our civilization and there’s have been here before, but this is the last crossing. A direct hit.

Now again, I said that in reality we are living our life in every possible way. So why do we focus on this one life? Well, this is where we put all we have learned into action. And the other lives are only fixing our mistakes. But soon, the wheel will stop. And you will know yourself, and what you are here for. But you will still have free will. What will you do with it? Only time will tell. Now I know this is a terrible place to leave you, but I must. And although before, I have delayed further post, know that for the book, there is only one day to make it. 34 years to the day I first saw it, I will reveal it to you. I have kept it in me for 33 years. But I will not hold it one day longer. December 6, 2012, I will release it forever. Now, I don’t make these kind of promises, but I will here. If you read this post on the book on December 6th, it will change your life forever, like it has changed mine. And every day forward, you will look at the world through different eyes. And you will know why I wrote these last post as I did, to give it to you, and keep it from the other. For he does not want you to know., He has done everything to protect it. And he is even changing his news stories and all levels for security because of it. And though not many of you will beleive it at first, it will come to serve you well later down the road. And though I will give you more later, and I and you will go about our life just as before, December 6th 2012 is what I was meant to be here for. And even if you are the only one who reads about it. It will be worth it.~ Billy